i dont even know anymore i just want this to work &everything be ok. i feel like im losing em' <|3 im trying but i can only try to a point where you say enough is enough cuz theres nothing else you can do to make them love you. had a talk with the wifey today and she really opened up my eyes on this im in love and it take TWO to make a relationship work &if one doesnt see what they have then theyre gna loose em' or notice how much you really wanted them in your life after its too LATE. i never in my life tried so hard to keep a GUY ! &now look at me, im just tryna get back to the way it use too be, not EXACLTY like that but just where it wasnt a problem to hold hands kiss and say i love you anywhere ! i dont know what went wrong over those 4 months of not talkin cuz when we got back together it seemed like he didnt know HOW to be a bf but i can tell he was tryin at first but idk wats happenin now. yea skool is the number one priority in his life right now but i dont even trip about that i understand i want him to do good but when he says stupid things like how he doesnt have time to be dealing with shit cuz skool but, he can TEXT everyone else DURING skool, how do you think that makes me feel, like im just in the way or here to just be there. idk wat to think anymore ima just let it happened and watever happeneds happeneds &if anything goes DOWN the drian AGAIN it was on him. ILOVEHIM more then anything and pray to god everynight that he makes this right cuz theres nothin i can do anymore i done everything i could have done . im not letting go til' he does i promise*